TGIF!!!!

I can not wait for this week to be over.
I have already asked for Wednesday of next week off!
May meet a blogger friend for lunch,....We'll see if it works out.
I worked extra days at the part time job 20 hrs there and a little OT here.
Sucks running a 3 man office alone.
Funny thing is they knew we were going to short so they trained the temp who has been here a 4 weeks-for 1 1/2 hrs
They trained one of other girls on the same thing BUT shes one of the ones out! HELPFUL!
We got a thank you email today to doing the work of 4.

Went to the bar with a bunch of people from work on Tuesday.
Not a real good idea to drink with no food on my stomach!
The second barwe went to I got hit on my a 22yr old. WOW!?!?!?
He was rubbing his hand up and down my back!
I have a 22yrold girl and boy yes twins.
It was nice but NO.
Hope you all have a great weekend!
I'm working Sat at second and I plan to SLEEP all day Sunday.

So much happening

I made an ass out of myself at my PT job on Saturday.
Being the good little worker,,,,this guy keeps walking by the deli. Italian I assume, dark curly hair. He keeps making eye contact with me and giving me a smile. I figured out he must work here as he has walked by at different times and no one would shop that long.
Finally the last time I see him walk by and give me a good ole smile. I sheepishly smile back...I ask one of the other girls as he passes "who is that guy? He keeps smiling at me?!!?!"
Her answer,,,Hmmm I don't think you have to worry about him trying to pick you up...that's the manager!" I felt like such an ass! I tried to save myself and said. Oh he's probably saying to himself that's the one they said we need to get rid of! haha.... She said, No I don't think you have to worry about that...

So that was Saturday afternoon.. Saturday am I came to the full time job to play catch up...
Remember the very young coach??? Let me remind you....
He's 26yrs/old and I guess he's looking to have some fun....Well he wrote very intriguing emails he had me so so close to giving in to him. But suddenly he just stopped!??!?! Freaked me out! I pictured all his coach buddies reading the emails and him saying see I told you I can have her if I want...He told me that wasn't the case at all.
Well he stopped in a couple of weeks ago and is at it again....I'm trying to be stand offish...
He watched me leave the gym this am but didn't come out to say hello....We'll see I keep telling myself NO!!!

Lastly I got home last night to find only one dog....I knew it was coming our 12 year old Dolby/Collie wasn't doing well... got put on med's over the long weekend if he was going to get better the med's would have helped in four days....It didn't help we both knew this. Well I knew the minute I drove in and heard the little female yelping he wasn't with her.
The minute Mr. Spins truck drove in I ran out and looked for him...Not there. We'll get his ashes back.....

Friday fill in's

Happy Labor Day weekend to all who celebrate it.
And...here we go!

1. Family and friends gather for lots of food and booze!
2. _I will being running_ back and forth.
3. I love a __guy who loves a good BJ___.
4. __Mac and cheese___ makes a good meal.
5. I've got the _urge to bake apple pies____
6. _working on the holiday weekend??____: wth!!!
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to __getting out of the second job at 9pm___, tomorrow my plans include _working again 1130 to 8pm____ and Sunday, I want to _chill, eat and drink_Monday will be baking pies ___!

Hope you all have a GREAT holiday weekend-Be safe!

Way too long!!

Hi all!
Not sure any of you even follow me any more. It's been soooo long! Life in the new office?
SUCKS! I feel so out of place.
I try and sit in my corner they gave me and mind my own business.
This week and it's only Wednesday has been very trying....
Maybe more later on my new life in hell.

What's been happening with me?
Well I lost my dad, July. That was very very sad.
A very difficult time for me.

I lost my my lover of 10 years. My own fault.
He is too far away for us to hook up much. I found a new friend here in the new building..
We have been playing but nothing real serious yet...

I took a second job...
If you're ever looking for some yummy deli meats come see me!
It's two nights a week and Saturdays. Kinda F's up camping trips but summer is coming to a close anyway.

We're having our annual BBQ on the first day of Oct. I will be baking a couple of Apple pies as I always do.
The gent I have found is invited to this BBQ as are all the supervisors.
He has told me he has noticed me for years at BBQ's or meetings. I never knew?

I start PT for my shoulder tomorrow.
I hurt it over 2 years ago. Was told it was nerve damage and not much I could do.
Finally got sick of it and went to the doctors.
Hopefully it will finally get better, as I told the Doc I'm NOT stopping my workouts.

Well nice to finally get out here and at least say hello.

The count down..../Friday in's

Well our big move is a week from today.
We had a meeting yesterday with the ladies who's area we are going to be sharing.
Made me realize a little more what "DRAMA QUEEN" my boss really is!
She told myself and my fellow employee that the girls over there called the meeting.
NOT TRUE- the planning and design gent called the meeting.
He said you all have to share this space I want your input on how you think it will work for you.
Then I will take it to those who have to approve it and see what happens.
The meeting went well. They showed us the area where we will be.
It's not as nice as here. It seems kinda dirty? I think it's due to the older filing cabinets and stuff.
Something a bit off......one of the ladies has flower boxes with fake flowers???
That's a bit off....
Although I did she the contention between my supervisor and the lady who used to do what I do now.
I felt myself and fellow employee will be welcomed with open arms.
Our supervisor not so much!
Thank goodness she will have her own office far away from us.....

Now for Friday in's

And...here we go!

1. I am so looking forward to __seeing the new grandson that is hopefully going to be born today as my step daughter is being induced this morning at 9am__?

2. _I have to put a turkey in the oven_ later.

3. When you get _out of work today I have a three day weekend! Got Monday off! ___.

4. _My family_ is a big part of my life.

5. If you need anything _please don't call on me right now too much going on__.

6. Life is_ a trip.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to___ going to the hospital and seeing new baby boy_____, tomorrow my plans include _working at the church getting ready for the dinner, craving turkeys____ and Sunday, I want to _start prepping the walls in the hall to paint on Monday____!

I miss being out here.
Hope you are all doing well.
Have a great weekend.

Friday fill in #166

Wow! I have not been out here much have I?
And...here we go!

1. Why are you making _so stressed out___?

2. I want you to take __break ___.

3. _Once we get moved into our new office_ then it will be on my terms.

4. _I will get settled mind my own business__ and see what happens.

5. I could use a __I Valium!!! ____.

6. __We move on the 19th into the new office/building___ and then _hopefully all this stress will go away__.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _ just getting home and relaxing with a glass of wine____, tomorrow my plans include Elvis is BACK working out at 9am again! Then getting my nails done, I think I will have Kenny paint a cute spring flower on the ring finger nails__ and Sunday, I want to _take hubs to a dinner just up the road for a yummy breakfast____!

Let me explain a bit about the move and my stress. I love change I can handle change just fine usually.
But I out of the three of us I am the only one who has to push someone out of their space that has been there space for YEARS. Even before I came to work here.
Plus the job I'm doing now is a job they took from this same individual 6 years ago.
So I have her job and now I'm taking her space....
This can't be good?!?!?

Friday fills

And...here we go!

1. A cup of tea _or coffee for me, a good book and alone time_.

2. _Warm memories & family__ makes a place feel like home.

3. Everything has its beauty _ if you take time to look for it_____.

4. __Is there a KY out there with__ the taste of strawberries?

5. Art makes me _think of An Artist exposed. What a sweet loving man__.

6. LOL I just noticed I forgot _to put on my panties_______.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _going home and snuggling under a blanket and reading_, tomorrow my plans include _vacuuming, laundry, dusting, touch paint up in the new bathroom. Hopefully have that DONE!__ and Sunday, I want to _Have some ME TIME-read more, relax, maybe watch a movie, take a nap__!

Started vac with a bang!

Oh yes!
I had a wonderful very new to me hook up. I met with him about 3 months ago. He was the perfect gentleman. Although he doesn't want to be seen as that. (-;
Well anyway last time his beautiful wife wasn't able to join us. She did yesterday.
I was so nervous-being my first time with a woman.
Wow! She is amazing. The two of them together even more so.
I was so glad to experience this with the two of them. Just watching them play, the three of us.
They are a great couple and she was a wonderful teacher.
Thank you both for helping me learn that yes I am bi.

This is my last chance to blog until the 22nd when I go back to work.
Then in the 15th of March our big office move starts.
My blogging will become even less.
Have a great week all.

I'm tired...

I'm tried of the people in my office. Crying and whining!
I'm tired of listening to my boss sigh every time she walks out of her office.
I'm tired of the emails "Did you hear?"

I'm tired of men who come into my life and say oh oh I want you.
Then just stop talking to me. Did I say something wrong?
I'm tired of the games.
I'm tired of the emails "how's your puppies today?" Just fucking fine! Thanks for asking and too bad you got layoff and won't see them any more!

I'm tired of trying to please everyone else and not thinking about me.

I'm tired of feeling guilty when I do think about me!
That is when I have the rare moments-Such as the one I will have tomorrow!
I hope it lets all my cares drain away even if just for a few hours.

Thank you to both of you for taking the time to allow me to experience something very new and exciting to me. I hope I please you both. I'm looking forward to it.

I will be on vacation starting tomorrow. Going to start it off right!
Can't wait to be away from all this for the week.

Not much going on.....

No one is chat too much today, work is actually at a nice pace.
I have been under the weather since Saturday night.
Today is the first day I feel almost normal again. Thank goodness.
Missed both Monday and Tuesday workout.
On the bikes in the corner today with my favorite w/o partner. (nothing more honest)
I KNOW hard to believe!
Well any way one of the girls walked by and said you two are the talk!
Neither of you were here yesterday-having an affair???
As he said it's this place we work. Always gotta have something to talk about.
May as well be me they are leaving someone else alone...

How much more clear can it be?

The following is the message I sent to my boss-
I would like to start on Feb 12 Friday-through the Feb 19th Friday is what I want to put in for.But I may come back early Thursday and Friday. Depands on how this bath face lifts goes...Thanks,

Pretty clear right? Well I get this message from her this am-
So far for February I have the following on my Calendar:
February 2: FOM Supervisors Meeting (doubtful)
February 12: Drs for daughter 8:00 a.m. ( I will be late)
February 18: Meeting OPO 9:00 a.m. - 10:00 a.m.
Spin is on vacation the week of February 15.
Thanks,
Boss lady

I call into her office and say I told you I was starting my vacation on the 12th!??!?
Well I don't have it on my calendar she calls back. Can I say thank goodness I save such emails as she is so into her own life she doesn't pay attention! Of course I found it and forwarded it to her.

These are the two I got back from her-
I remember the email, I just misread the dates even though it's clear, I wouldn't have said no either way. It's perfectly fine. I've been trying to get hubs to take daughter to these apts.

He has been unemployed since August! Oh no don't feel sorry for him. LAZY!

February apts revised February 11 - meeting here - 9:00 a.m.
February 2: FOM Supervisors Meeting (doubtful)
February 18: Meeting OPO 9:00 a.m. - 10:00 a.m.
Spin is on vacation February 12 - February 19

Maybe it's just me? But this isn't the first time she has done this.
This being the reason I save all emails to and from here.

Oh Yeah! And now she is all pissy!?!?!

The started the minute I walked through the door about recalls. Didn't even have my jacket off....

That's my vent for the day

Lunch?!?!?

So I just spoke with one of my clients who works for the 5 star Inn here in town.
I emailed him and asked "Are you still need you rental you requested for today."
Moments later my phone rings and he tells me he made an error on his request and doesn't need it until tomorrow.
I told him in my flirty little voice, Oh ok I will go ahead and change that for you.
But the next time you get a hand slap.
He said I will bring you all lunch tomorrow. How many in you office? Of course I said oh no don't do that! I was just picking on you. No no he said how many people in your office?
So we'll see if the executive chef brings us lunch tomorrow??

I think she crushing on me!!!

I sure hope so cause I'm crushing on her!

She came by the office as you know if you read my last post.
When she left that day I tried to find reasons to call her.
I couldn't think of any???
Well she is finding silly reasons to call me.
AND she keeps bringing up drinks!
I am gonna find a time we can do this. But she is over an hour away....)-:

So yesterday wasn't a good day....
Spoke with the 26 year old told him to NOT play games with me. As he talked like he wanted to hook up last Thursday never showed, never called....He stopped in yesterday went back to his office and said "You're looking good" wrote back said you mean that?
As you seem to be playing me??? So we chatted him telling me he's really busy things will slow next week.
Told him okay, you won't be hearing from me unless you email me first...

Told the Marine also yesterday that I don't want to play his games either.
I thought once I got him he would be back for more. But I said I guess I didn't leave much of any impression. He waved his arms as if to say look around, when and where?
I told him well if you really wanted to you would find time and call my cell and say hey come meet me.
Told him I could take it or leave it.
So yes I left the door open for both...

Got into what I thought was a fight my regular FB yesterday.
He's telling me all about the fun he and the wife have been having.
Than goes on to tell me what a slut I am as I have all these on-line boyfriends.
Well guess what babes?!?!?!? You may be having sex with your wife ONLY, but you have had sex at least 5 time this month. Me ONCE!!! yeah ONCE!!! a whole 4minutes with my hubs!
So back off!

PS: I was asked to take a day off in Feb. I did. Haven't had a chance to tell him. Hope things will work out.

She is beautiful!

So as most of you know I do rentals.
Well Avis is one of my biggest rep's.
I have a rep who I speak with almost on a daily basis.
She and I talk and laugh and have a good time. Venting about difficult clients.
We have had many conversations about her coming this way
and going to the local pub and having $2.00 margaritas.
I have never met her until today.
She brought me a minivan. I was in AAHHHH over her!
She has bronzed beautiful skin, freckles, and dark silky hair.
She looked in my bosses office, and said we're headed to get drinks!
Of course my boss said not without her.
So it didn't happen. We chatted for a bit both of us seemed a little nervous. It was cute, so to speak.
I found out she was 28 years old.
I so wanted to find a reason to call her after she left. She was headed to one the other Avis offices as a new girl got stranded alone only after a week and 1/2 of training.
Her trainer fall on the ice and landed in the hospital. So I thought I will call and ask how she is doing. Just checking up the other rep. I didn't...chickened out...
I really wanta go for drinks with her and get to know her....

On another note. The 26 y/o asked what time I was leaving the office today (thurs) I emailed him back and told him. He didn't show and he hasn't emailed. I think he has lost his chance...
It's okay,,,,he pursued me. I wasn't so sure about that anyway.

sex dream

I had this dream last night that I hooked up with my swinger fb and his wife.
They brought along a second man as I don't have hub who would go along with this.
So we're in the hotel and she and I are sucking him off, and also kissing each other. As her hubs lays next to us watching.
This guy is uncut and he has some size to him. But.....he has a right defined bend to the left. Almost looks like if it were a bone it broke and healed wrong?!?!?
You how dreams are.
The next thing I know we're walking out and no one is putting their clothes back on?
I did pulled my flannel pants on, still had a top on.
The guy that was with us is suddenly in a bright orange crossing guard vest. Had to play crossing guard for bit? Found clothes somewhere cause at this point he was fully dressed.
Then we all ended up on the play ground sitting on the grass and eating lunch?
That's all I remember.
I don't get dreams.
Hubs said boy you were talking in your sleep last night. He says he couldn't understand what I was saying.
I felt the guilt flow across my face....

The hold he has on me?!?!?

So I figured my one hook up with the Marine would be the only one. I told myself i can take it or leave it.....
He stopped by the office today. (Tuesday)
Been a week since our time together.
Oh I just want to reach out a touch him...he's so yummy.
Brought by another guy asking questions about the driver approval program.
So I started out being the professional.
Answered all his questions. I came back to my desk and sat. The marine said something about DOT physical, he stated that he was due for one as they need them yearly.
I said bend over. Didn't think the guy with heard me. As he was on the other side of the room.
So I got up from my desk and told him that if his employee needed to driver larger trucks....He stopped me and said "Oh I heard what you said" and grinned, I blushed and he said "you thought that wasn't heard?" Damn me! I'm so naughty!

So this guy went on his way the marine hung out and said just thought I'd stop by and say hi.
Melted! WHY WHY WHY???
So of course being the "girl" I am I emailed him and said thanks for coming to visit. Wanted to grab you.
He writes back and says he wanted a handful too.
So this leads into him saying he's ready for round 2.
Where and when will round 2 happen I wonder. I got one orgasm and so did he. I asked do I get two in round 2. He said we'll see depends on where we are.
I told him the ball was in his court.......

TMI Tuesday #220

Would you rather.....

1. A relaxing vacation or an adventurous trip?
Well I love to camp and relax-but we walk and ride bikes too.
I'm leaning more toward the relaxing I guess.
Wild sex for hours that would be good.
Not into jumping out of planes or white water rafting.

2. Get a perfect nights sleep or have amazing sex?
Amazing sex of course! Any volunteers to help me out with this one?

3. Be intimate with the lights on or off?
Lights on please. Or candle light, that would pretty nice too.
Ahhh the flickering glow on each others skin.

4. Your S/O be a terrible kisser who could always make you orgasm or an amazing kisser who
could never make you orgasm?
Gosh I hate wet sloppy kisses.
But I really can't have sex without an orgasm or 2 or 3....

5. Date someone much younger or much older than you?
I have had a guy 12 yrs younger. And lets see oldest is only three years older.
Younger is okay, but I want someone who is open and up to new ideas.
I want it to last too. I want him to be able to have more than one orgasm.
Lets see I can't remember what he called it? But it was great-he was younger.
But anyway-it was three something-once in the mouth, once in the pussy and once in the ass.
These were his orgasms.

Bonus (as in optional): Which reality show would you be good at? Why?
Hmmm lets see I watch a lot of them.
I would love to do Biggest loser. But I don't think the extra 5 pounds I wanta take off qualifies me.
Amazing Race I think that would be pretty cool. What a great way to see the world.
Big brother. I don't have enough Bitch in me for them.
Survivor I really don't think I could go without clean panties and tooth brush that long....