Hooking up

I did something I have never done in my life!
I hooked up with someone I have never met in person.
We have talked many many times. On the phone and on line.
I had a great time. It was nothing like I expected it to be.
He was such a perfect gentleman.
I pictured going into the room and having my our clothes ripped off and throwing ourselves on the bed. And going at it for hours.
It wasn't like that at all, he knew how nervous I was as I was shaking so badly.
He gave me a gentle kiss and I felt all my fear melt away.
Yeah there was wild sex, gentle sex, all kinds.
It was a great experience.

But I must say there were some hardships getting to this point.
I have a hubby who knows nothing of my affairs.
I love him very much. I would never want to hurt him.
I have a boyfriend-Who knows everything. I have not lied to him.
I hate having to always tell him the truth but I won't keep it from him.
So yes my guilt was doubled.

The problem is now it's his turn.
It started out with him "getting me at back" He was jabbing me pretty bad.
As he wasn't happy about my hooking up.
Now it's more of a "I have set up my sex date and I have to see it through. "
The problem being he has been with her before.
I was with someone completely new.
So of course my way of thinking is he has feelings for her.
I don't think his will be a one time deal as mine was.

I hope that if anything this makes our relationship stronger, as he said maybe
we can both bring something from our individual experiences back to each other.
I told him he is the best I have ever had and I don't want to lose him.
I hope I can get through his hook up as well as he did with mine.
Once we both get past the jabbing and trying to hurt each other.

HNT-Freshly showered

Love a hot shower with lots of suds.















Haven't taken time to dry off yet...

Choices we make.....

Aren't always good for all.
Being truthful,

Telling the truth isn't always the way to go but I promised him I would never lie to him.
Now I wish I had. I think,,,,Or would have kept his secret from me?
He's hooking up with an old fling. Is he doing it to hurt me. Cause I have hurt him?
Dunno. Can't think about that right now.
I think I need a break from him anyway.

Talking about getting a kiss. A simple kiss from the Marine.
Not that it's going to go any further than that.
As he has today off to go hook up with his lover.
He teases the hell out of me. And I allow it. Vent about it here.
I know some bloggers are bugged by this.
I want to say I'm sorry, I have not made any promises to be a good girl.

Red sky at night....Friday fill ins

Sailors delight....The sky was so pretty last night.
I wanted to take a picture.
But I was going 70 mph down the high way. rushing around to go to my daughters and her boyfriends for dinner.
Yup my daddy was a sailor.


1. The last band I saw live was _Lynard Skynard_. Yeah yeah I know.....Say what you must.
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2. What I look forward to most on Thanksgiving is _Family! I love being with my family, brothers, sister, my mom some of our kids_. (if you don't celebrate thanksgiving, insert your favorite holiday)

3. My Christmas/holiday shopping is ___Almost done! ___.

4. Thoughts of_sex,,,, hooking up with someone new __ fill my head.

5. I wish I could wear ___thongs and feel good_.

6. Bagpipes ___play the most beautiful sweet music___.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _putting a turkey in the oven at midnight and going to bed, tomorrow my plans include _baking pies for the church dinner____ and Sunday, I want to _relax! May do more baking as I promised a fellow employee I would_!

Thongs? ME?

Yeah I thought I would give them a try.

Meeting/I got a KISS!!!

Huh? Oh no not from the client I spoke of yesterday. She disappeared very quickly. Didn't see what way she ran........Nope. Gone? It was from the Marine!
Yeah he had me follow him to a quiet room and pulled me in for a nice warm kiss.
Oh what a nice kiss it was.
The little tease.
Then I went off to lunch with on of the other clients who was part of the meeting.
All and all it turned out nicely.

Is she being coy? Sending little hints?

Got a meeting tomorrow with one of the groups I rent to.
They are not happy. They don't feel the maintenance is getting done on the rentals in a timely manner.
I'm not giving them what they want/need when they want it....(can't give them what I don't have)
Well, funny thing. There is a new person who just recently got pushed into this job doing their requests for them.
I talked about her a while ago in my blog. She mention(jokingly I think??) about liking to get spanked...
So anyway she called me this am. She said something about our meeting we're all having.
So I asked is this going to be a pissing match? She said yes I believe so.
She commented that she thinks it's crap and we need to sit next to each other and hold hands as she and I both don't want to be in the middle of this mess.
Hmmm she and I next to each other handing hands under the table.....
Is she being coy? Sending little hints?