So much happening

I made an ass out of myself at my PT job on Saturday.
Being the good little worker,,,,this guy keeps walking by the deli. Italian I assume, dark curly hair. He keeps making eye contact with me and giving me a smile. I figured out he must work here as he has walked by at different times and no one would shop that long.
Finally the last time I see him walk by and give me a good ole smile. I sheepishly smile back...I ask one of the other girls as he passes "who is that guy? He keeps smiling at me?!!?!"
Her answer,,,Hmmm I don't think you have to worry about him trying to pick you up...that's the manager!" I felt like such an ass! I tried to save myself and said. Oh he's probably saying to himself that's the one they said we need to get rid of! haha.... She said, No I don't think you have to worry about that...

So that was Saturday afternoon.. Saturday am I came to the full time job to play catch up...
Remember the very young coach??? Let me remind you....
He's 26yrs/old and I guess he's looking to have some fun....Well he wrote very intriguing emails he had me so so close to giving in to him. But suddenly he just stopped!??!?! Freaked me out! I pictured all his coach buddies reading the emails and him saying see I told you I can have her if I want...He told me that wasn't the case at all.
Well he stopped in a couple of weeks ago and is at it again....I'm trying to be stand offish...
He watched me leave the gym this am but didn't come out to say hello....We'll see I keep telling myself NO!!!

Lastly I got home last night to find only one dog....I knew it was coming our 12 year old Dolby/Collie wasn't doing well... got put on med's over the long weekend if he was going to get better the med's would have helped in four days....It didn't help we both knew this. Well I knew the minute I drove in and heard the little female yelping he wasn't with her.
The minute Mr. Spins truck drove in I ran out and looked for him...Not there. We'll get his ashes back.....