What am I doing?

Why can't I be happily married?

I love my husband.

I feel I can't be truthful with him.

I don't have a good sex life.

We have good sex when we have sex.

I like sex I want sex.

I will try to go find it.

I hate that I have secrets.

I fear I will get caught.

I worry hub will one day find out.

I don't ever want to hurt him.

I think about closing my blog.

I email with some of you and wonder what you "really" thing of me?

I like being a little slut.

I like to flirt.

I like attention.

I used to be very shy.

I never wanted to be the center of attention.

Now I want it all, all the attention I can get.

When is this all going to caught up to me and bite me in the ass?