Feeling pretty good

Well I think I finally found the closure I needed.
I went about it the wrong way. I was a little Bitch to Molly.
I wanted to make sure he told his long lost love everything.
Oh boy didn't he let me have it. I deserved it.
But he hurt me so bad. Then decided to rub her in my face.

Maybe I'm just in shock right now. But I didn't cry when he was yelling at me on email.
I've smiled most of the day today.

I should damn it!

I'm not bragging-honest-BUT toot toot!
Last count I have 1,2,3,4 yeah 4 30ish men flirting with me.
I have a 40 year old I would really like to get my hands on.
He's playing, teasing, keeping me at arms length.

The only reason I bring this up is because #4 just called today.
I rent vehicles at college. Recently the football coaches have been calling to rent for recruiting.
This one coach started right out flirting the first time he talked to me. What a cutie beautiful white teeth.
Well they need a van for tomorrow so he told one of the other guys to call me.
He calls and I'm supposed to guess which coach he is.
I knew who it was and messed up said the wrong name.
We got silly......

OMG?!?!?!?!?

He's back. Shit! Oh what to hell?
It's only in the blog world. Will he write to me? Good chance he won't! Danm!
Here I go again. Will I ever be over him.
Did he ever really care? Talking about his one and only true love Jenny!
Yeah he ripped out my heart and now he's funking stumping on it.

I better stop bitching!

To think I did all kinds of bitching and finally got three supervisors to sit in a room together and discuss what they could do to resolve a problem I have been complaining about for 5 years.
Guess I will be the first one to hit the payment hard.
Below is a small part of an email we all received.


Employees suggested that we offer a retirement incentive program, and that we ask employees to consider reducing hours in areas where we may decide to reduce levels of service. We recognize that this is not always feasible for a department or for an employee.By the deadline last week, more than 70 employees had chosen to participate in the new retirement incentive program. Although we will regret the loss of these long-time employees and their institutional knowledge, these retirements will help us meet our budgetary goals, to the extent that some of these open positions will not be filled, or will become available to internal candidates.Some employees have spoken with their managers about their own desire for a reduction in hours. The College will help employees who do reduce hours to adjust to the increased health insurance costs associated with that change.The retirement incentive and reduction-in-hours programs, as well as the freeze on external hiring, are all designed to minimize the potential layoffs needed to reduce compensation expenses. However, despite our best efforts, we have come to the conclusion that, unfortunately, some staff layoffs are inevitable. We recognize that job loss, and, in some cases, a reduction in hours, will cause economic hardship. We are developing a benefits program for the employees who will be directly affected, to try to ease the difficulty many will face through this transition. We also recognize that as a major employer in this region, we have a responsibility to consider the impact our plans may have on surrounding communities.As we prepare our plans for budget reductions, we continue to work closely with the College Budget Committee, which includes our vice presidents, as well as the Faculty Committee on Priorities, and the Student Budget Advisory Committee. We are now engaged in analyzing the impacts of proposed reductions made by division and department heads. We are tallying the savings from retirements and deferred building plans. We also are evaluating the size of our salary pool and whether or not we will be able to increase compensation.

Funnies

My wife sat down on the couch next to me as I was flipping channels. Sheasked, 'What's on TV?'
I said, 'Dust.'
And then the fight started...
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My wife was hinting about what she wanted for our upcoming anniversary.She said, 'I want something shiny that goes from 0 to 150 in about 3seconds.'
I bought her a scale.
And then the fight started... ------------ --------- --------- ------------------ ---------
When I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplaceexpensive... so, I took her to a gas station.
And then the fight started...
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After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for SocialSecurity. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license toverify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet athome. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go homeand come back later.
The woman said, 'Unbutton your shirt'. So I opened my shirt revealing mycurly silver hair. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enoughfor me' and she processed my Social Security application.
When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the SocialSecurity office.
She said, 'You should have dropped your pants. You might have gottendisability, too.'
And then the fight started...
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My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion. I keptstaring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearbytable.
My wife asked, 'Do you know her?'
'Yes,' I sighed, 'she's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinkingright after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't beensober since.'
'My God!' says my wife, 'who would think a person could go on celebratingthat long?'
And then the fight started...
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I took my wife to a restaurant. The waiter, for some reason, took my orderfirst.
"I'll have the strip steak, medium rare, please."
He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?""
"Nah, she can order for herself."
And then the fight started...
------------ --------- --------- --- --------- ---------A woman is standing nude, looking in the bedroom mirror. She's not happywith what she sees and says to her husband, 'I feel horrible; I look old,fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment.'
The husband replies, 'Your eyesight's damn near perfect.'
And then the fight started.....
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I tried to talk my wife into buying a case of Miller Light for $14.95.
Instead, she bought a jar of cold cream for $7.95.
I told her the beer would make her look better at night than the cold cream.
And then the fight started....
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My wife asked me if a certain dress made her butt look big. I told her notas much as the dress she wore yesterday.
And then the fight started.....
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A man and a woman were asleep like two innocent babies. Suddenly, at 3o'clock in the morning, a loud noise came from outside. The woman,bewildered, jumped up from the bed and yelled at the man 'Holy crap. Thatmust be my husband!'
So the man jumped out of the bed; scared and naked jumped out the window. Hesmashed himself on the ground, ran through a thorn bush and to his car asfast as he could go.
A few minutes later he returned and went up to the bedroom and screamed atthe woman, 'I AM your husband!'
The woman yelled back, 'Yeah, then why were you running?'
And then the fight started.....
------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------Saturday morning I got up early, quietly dressed, made my lunch, grabbed thedog, and slipped quietly into the garage.I hooked up the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into atorrential down pour. The wind was blowing 50 mph, so I pulled back into thegarage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be badall day.
I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed.
I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, andwhispered, 'The weather out there is terrible.'
My loving wife of 10 years replied, 'Can you believe my stupid husband isout fishing in that?'
And then the fight started...
------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- ----I asked my wife, "Where do you want to go for our anniversary?"
It warmed my heart to see her face melt in sweet appreciation."Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" She said.
So I suggested, "How about the kitchen?"
And that's when the fight started....
------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- ----My wife and I are watching 'Who Wants to Be a Millionaire' while we were inbed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?"
"No," she answered.
I then said, "Is that your final answer?"
She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying "Yes."
So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend."
And that's when the fight started....

Falling in Love......

I was going through my folders yesterday. I found this along with many many more like it.
Now you tell me how could I help NOT to fall in love with this guy??
He was amazing with words.
I wonder (now that he's gone) was he true to his word? Or just knew exactly what to say to get into my pants?

I sit here and think of you, the way you look, the way you laugh (It's very infectious).

I am going to list everything I love about you...

1) Eyes....so pretty...so very pretty.

2) Mouth.....shaped perfectly, with soft lips.

3) Smile....same as your laugh, very infectious.

4) Neck.... it leads to your ears, and I love to whisper into your ears.

5)Your Chest.....I love that you flush....and I absolutely love your breasts and those nipples of yours.

6) Your Tummy.....You show the after effects of carrying children.....and I find it very sexy...motherhood is sexy to me.

7) Landing Strip.....what's not to love about a neat hairstyle...(smile)

8) Your pussy....very pretty, very warm, very wet, very tight....WOW!

9) Your ass...the perfect booty to me, soft yet firm, round and squeezable....could munch on that thing!!!

10) your legs and thighs....not really a leg man, but I love how proporionate your legs are to the rest of you, they look really good. I can't wait to take my time someday, and pay some good attention to them.

11) Your hands......they are soft, and feel good when you touch me.

I love your sense of humor i really do. You are very funny, sometimes you don't mean to be, but you are naturally a funny woman.

I love the joy you can bring to a room, just by being in it.

I love the way you are very forward in your talk. The way you shock the shit out of people just to get a rise out of them. (I do the same thing)

I love it when you cook and bring me in to try your cooking.

I love it when we sneak a kiss in during the day, and the danger it poses.

I love to run my hands through your hair, and the way it smells.

I love the way your face lights up when you see me coming your way.

I love to hear you talk to me on the phone, you have such a sweet way about you.

I love to look directly into your eyes when we talk, and lose myself in them.

I love how open you are with me, and the honesty you bring to the table.

I love that you confide in me, and I to you.

I love it when you hold my hand, stroking me with a finger or two.

I love it when you call me crazy...(because I am for you)

I love the fact that you love me

I love the fact that you want me

I love the fact that when you think of me, at times you get moist.

I love the fact that I am your secret love(r).

Wednesday Weirdness

WW #37


1. Why do you keep a blog?
Cause it gives me a place to go and gab about what ever I want. My serect place all my own.

2. Who is one long lost blogger you wish would come back?
Molly-Clearcut was his blog. He actually set up my blog. I still pine for him.....

3. If you made a New Year's Resolution, did you break it already? If you did not make one, why?
Nope! Haven't broke it and and don't plan to. Well at least one of them I will hold on to.

4. People who still have their outside Christmas lights up. Festive or Lazy? Discuss.
I made a comment about this on Hubman's blog. I think it's the rednecks here in the North east!
lazy yes!

5. What is the last annoying song that got trapped in your head?
Hmmmm, I would have to say "Because of you" duet by Reba and Kelly Clarkson. I like the song. Love my country. Just gets annoying when it gets trapped in your head.

6. Have you ever worn or tried edible underwear? What are your thoughts on it?
Nope, never have. I think it would make a sticky mess when hubby or lover is trying to chew through to what they really want.

Bonus: If you could do one bad thing and get away with it, what would you do and why?
I think I do the one bad thing already! How long will I get away with it is the question?

I have part 2

Any of you interested? As always I don't want to offend any one.
I feel I have some new reads and lost some old.
Please let me know.
Thanks

Time to get back to reality

Well I was worried break was going to be very long and very boring.
I like working.
I like being around people.
I really didn't have a lot time to get bored.
I shopped before Christmas.

Looked for boots after Christmas, I have the big ole' Sorel boots. Do you know what they look like? They are rubber and leather a liner on the inside. Promise to keep your feet warm in -30 degrees. Make your feel looked three sizes bigger.
I wanted some dressy ones for my skirts and dress pants. Found some, no heel black velvety warm and furry on the inside.

I took naps.
I rented lots of movies. Girly movies-The Women, The Duchess, Land of the women, watching A Good Woman right now.

I am trying to get back on track. Been going to my WW meetings regularly. Just weighing in once a month as life time members don't have to weigh in weekly. Well I have gone over my goal. So I am making myself weigh in weekly.
Thinking if I have to pay each week until I get back to goal, I might think twice about what I pop into my mouth. I have been tracking my points-20 points a day is close to starving when you have been eating everything in site.......
Its working though. I have seen a slow decrease in my weight this week.
My WW buddy weighed in with out me yesterday so I decided not to go at all.
I started WW 2 years ago this month. Had a buddy who weighed in at 320. He quit after losing 110 pounds. He could do it on his own. Well he has gained all his weight back. I did it one my own for over a year. I can't let my new buddy stop me from going......
I need this program. I can't let any of these guys who say they want to lose stand in my way......Wish me luck!