Friday fill in's

I know I have become very BORING!

And...here we go!

1. As you can see _I have not posted any pics lately____.

2. _maybe ____ soon!

3. I love to buy _new undies ____.

4. _this blog is a _ gift(s).

5. What's up with _the fact I don't wanta be naughty out here____.

6. They can give me an O.......____ fingertips.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _having an evening at home ALONE!_headed to a craft fair___, tomorrow my plans include _spending money__ and Sunday, I want to _relax____!

Friday fill ins

Friday Fill-Ins!
1. Turkey is _a great part of a Thanksgiving meal____.
2. _Love my Pumpkin____ pie.
3. On and on and on we go _bitching about my job sadly I have lost my followers because of this____.
4. The last time I saw _him was over a year ago, but boy it was great sex____.
5. Can you believe _I had sex with someone I met on here, in blog world twice!____.
6. I need a _a big O or two or three____.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to having a drink with an old friend_____, tomorrow my plans include _Going to a @ home America party____ and Sunday, I want to _Sleep all day or hubs will be in the woods I might play____!

My life in a nut shell-An email from a long time lover

This email was over the course of a week...

HIM: Good morning beautiful, I haven't heard from you in a few days. I'm guessing you're busy, as I am. Just wanted to touch base. (and your big beautiful tits!)I hope you're well.XOXOXO!

ME: Hi yes been crazy busy. I like it makes time fly. But exhausted.
How are you?

HIM: I'm doing well. I was beginning to think you where upset with me.
I haven't gotten a pic in quite a while. I miss them :-(. And you :-)


ME: Sorry work has been really busy. Home life has changed. I spent 3 hours cleaning on Saturday as Hubs said twice last week the house was a mess. (later he tells me just the mail sitting on the counter bugged him) Never said a word about how good the house looked when he got home.
I took a bath last night after he came in the house he was in his work shop cleaning all afternoon.
He sat with me while i bathed i hinted I still had NOT started my monthly. Stand naked and dried off. He never TOUCHED me once.
What to hell is wrong with me, him, us?
Damn it's starting to hurt

HIM: I can see nothing at all wrong with you. (of course it's been a while since I've seen you)
So I'm guessing he has some issue. Let me say that as I've gotten older, I've gotten less interested in sex. I don't even beat off as much as I use to. I'm not defending him. I'm only saying that it sounds like he cares deeply for you. But not so much for sex!! I do know that if I where to sit and watch you in the bath. I'd be stroking myself. Teasing you. And enjoying the view.
Then after, I'd carefully and slowly dry you off and lead you to the bedroom. Where I'd spend at least an hour bringing you from one level of pleasure to the next. But that's me ;-)

ME: I sometimes tell myself sex means nothing....but other times I NEED it! Damn I have options I have toys....I have men who want me....I just don't wanta play around anymore. With you yes! With the rest not really....Sad

I had last night from one who tells me he loves me. He just had a baby with his girl friend I tell myself NO! It's wrong.

I had an email from one this am who knows I have a weekly meeting every Tuesday after work he wants to catch some head before my meeting......

OHHHHH I don't know what to do anymore?!?!?!?!

Friday fills

And...here we go!

1. In November, I most look forward to _Thanksgivng and family gathering____.

2. _TGIF____...phew!

3. It's right there, in the _panties____.

4. _Reading w/a glass of wine gives me____ peace of mind.

5. Water 48oz a day_Helps flush ya out!____.

6. _You'll take someones eye out with that!_is what my grandmother used to say!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _my glass of wine and book____,

tomorrow my plans include _________to bake and apple pie and go to dinner with my very

good friends_____ and Sunday, I want to _HAVE TO go to church with mom and maybe catcha

nap in the afternoon____!

Oh ok.....

.....Thanks to Hubman I feel better and he doesn't even know he's the reason. I just went and checked out his blog and found some very sexy hot pics. Love checking him out. YUM!
Thank you Hubman!

Yup! I'm gonna BITCH!

Seems I'm the only one who can cover another office (toolcrib)
She is going to lunch at 12pm (my day to cover her lunch)
Then at 2pm she is going to go give blood. So again I have to cover her.
After a number of emails back and forth each one I CC'ed my boss as last time she came out and screamed at me in front of the whole office.
I guess the toolcrib lady told my boss I was too busy to cover her!??!!?? WTF??? So this time I made sure she was cc'ed....Get this MY BOSS emails me and tells me she is only seeing my email.
I told her I can see all of it, she emails back and says "Oh guess I should have scrolled down"....DUH? This my friends (the few who read my grips) is my boss who makes twice what I make!!! OMG!!!

now for some mathematical humor.....

I'm sure most of you have seen this but just a fun tidbit for people like me whom are feeling pissy about their jobs.

ONE OF THE BEST MOTIVATIONAL MATH-ENGLISH-NUMEROLOGY EXAMPLES EVER!!!!*

*Mathematics:*
*This comes from 2 math teachers with a combined total of 70 yrs.
experience.
It has an indisputable mathematical logic. * *It also made me Laugh Out Loud.
This is a strictly ..... mathematical viewpoint.. and it goes like this:**

What Makes **100%**?

What does it mean to give **MORE** than 100%?

Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%.

How about achieving 103%?

What makes up 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these
questions:

If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then: **
**
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K** **
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = **98%**

And **

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E **
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = **96% **

But ,**
**
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E **
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = **100% **

And,** **

B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T **
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = **103%** **

AND, look how far **ass kissing** will take you. **
**
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G **
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = **118%** **

So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty, that while **Hard work** *
*and**Knowledge** will get you close, and**Attitude** **will get you there.
*
*Its the** **Bullshit** **and** **Ass Kissing** that will put you over the
top.*
*Now you know why some people are where they are!*

Happy Monday!!!!

Yet another day at a job I paste on a smile and come to.
I think I need a break. I need to travel and check out the world.
Or just a day or two. To run off some where and sit and read or shop.
Camping season is over so that escape is no longer.
Poor me feeling sorry for myself. Hopefully I will get out of this slump soon.
Cause until I do I'm not gonna be much fun to read.
Unless I decide to come out here and start writing dirty stories.
Some may be true some maybe made up fantasies
til next time

Friday fills

And...here we go!
1. Old me would __go nuts out here___; new me would _is going to try to be good____.
2. _time to start____ taking responsibility.
3. So...in a way _things are good____.
4. _who cares____ right?
5. The big difference __is this new office ___.
6. not at work_____ makes me happy.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _Bacon chicken ranch pizza____, tomorrow my plans include _going to the mall with my daughter____ and Sunday, I want to go go to Keene, eat at Olive garden for lunch and go to Sears to buy tights._10 years with hubs this last Thursday this will be our date____!
Pretty exciting huh? LOL

I decided to come back....

Not sure how long I will stay and I'm sure what I have to say will bore you....
Sadly I have been in my office for almost two years. I HATE it.
So rather then open my mouth and say anything to the back stabbing bitches I work with I will start writing it out here...
I will try and play along with the fun the TGIF's and such if they are still out here....
We'll see.....
OXOXOXO

TGIF!!!!

I can not wait for this week to be over.
I have already asked for Wednesday of next week off!
May meet a blogger friend for lunch,....We'll see if it works out.
I worked extra days at the part time job 20 hrs there and a little OT here.
Sucks running a 3 man office alone.
Funny thing is they knew we were going to short so they trained the temp who has been here a 4 weeks-for 1 1/2 hrs
They trained one of other girls on the same thing BUT shes one of the ones out! HELPFUL!
We got a thank you email today to doing the work of 4.

Went to the bar with a bunch of people from work on Tuesday.
Not a real good idea to drink with no food on my stomach!
The second barwe went to I got hit on my a 22yr old. WOW!?!?!?
He was rubbing his hand up and down my back!
I have a 22yrold girl and boy yes twins.
It was nice but NO.
Hope you all have a great weekend!
I'm working Sat at second and I plan to SLEEP all day Sunday.

So much happening

I made an ass out of myself at my PT job on Saturday.
Being the good little worker,,,,this guy keeps walking by the deli. Italian I assume, dark curly hair. He keeps making eye contact with me and giving me a smile. I figured out he must work here as he has walked by at different times and no one would shop that long.
Finally the last time I see him walk by and give me a good ole smile. I sheepishly smile back...I ask one of the other girls as he passes "who is that guy? He keeps smiling at me?!!?!"
Her answer,,,Hmmm I don't think you have to worry about him trying to pick you up...that's the manager!" I felt like such an ass! I tried to save myself and said. Oh he's probably saying to himself that's the one they said we need to get rid of! haha.... She said, No I don't think you have to worry about that...

So that was Saturday afternoon.. Saturday am I came to the full time job to play catch up...
Remember the very young coach??? Let me remind you....
He's 26yrs/old and I guess he's looking to have some fun....Well he wrote very intriguing emails he had me so so close to giving in to him. But suddenly he just stopped!??!?! Freaked me out! I pictured all his coach buddies reading the emails and him saying see I told you I can have her if I want...He told me that wasn't the case at all.
Well he stopped in a couple of weeks ago and is at it again....I'm trying to be stand offish...
He watched me leave the gym this am but didn't come out to say hello....We'll see I keep telling myself NO!!!

Lastly I got home last night to find only one dog....I knew it was coming our 12 year old Dolby/Collie wasn't doing well... got put on med's over the long weekend if he was going to get better the med's would have helped in four days....It didn't help we both knew this. Well I knew the minute I drove in and heard the little female yelping he wasn't with her.
The minute Mr. Spins truck drove in I ran out and looked for him...Not there. We'll get his ashes back.....

Friday fill in's

Happy Labor Day weekend to all who celebrate it.
And...here we go!

1. Family and friends gather for lots of food and booze!
2. _I will being running_ back and forth.
3. I love a __guy who loves a good BJ___.
4. __Mac and cheese___ makes a good meal.
5. I've got the _urge to bake apple pies____
6. _working on the holiday weekend??____: wth!!!
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to __getting out of the second job at 9pm___, tomorrow my plans include _working again 1130 to 8pm____ and Sunday, I want to _chill, eat and drink_Monday will be baking pies ___!

Hope you all have a GREAT holiday weekend-Be safe!

Way too long!!

Hi all!
Not sure any of you even follow me any more. It's been soooo long! Life in the new office?
SUCKS! I feel so out of place.
I try and sit in my corner they gave me and mind my own business.
This week and it's only Wednesday has been very trying....
Maybe more later on my new life in hell.

What's been happening with me?
Well I lost my dad, July. That was very very sad.
A very difficult time for me.

I lost my my lover of 10 years. My own fault.
He is too far away for us to hook up much. I found a new friend here in the new building..
We have been playing but nothing real serious yet...

I took a second job...
If you're ever looking for some yummy deli meats come see me!
It's two nights a week and Saturdays. Kinda F's up camping trips but summer is coming to a close anyway.

We're having our annual BBQ on the first day of Oct. I will be baking a couple of Apple pies as I always do.
The gent I have found is invited to this BBQ as are all the supervisors.
He has told me he has noticed me for years at BBQ's or meetings. I never knew?

I start PT for my shoulder tomorrow.
I hurt it over 2 years ago. Was told it was nerve damage and not much I could do.
Finally got sick of it and went to the doctors.
Hopefully it will finally get better, as I told the Doc I'm NOT stopping my workouts.

Well nice to finally get out here and at least say hello.

The count down..../Friday in's

Well our big move is a week from today.
We had a meeting yesterday with the ladies who's area we are going to be sharing.
Made me realize a little more what "DRAMA QUEEN" my boss really is!
She told myself and my fellow employee that the girls over there called the meeting.
NOT TRUE- the planning and design gent called the meeting.
He said you all have to share this space I want your input on how you think it will work for you.
Then I will take it to those who have to approve it and see what happens.
The meeting went well. They showed us the area where we will be.
It's not as nice as here. It seems kinda dirty? I think it's due to the older filing cabinets and stuff.
Something a bit off......one of the ladies has flower boxes with fake flowers???
That's a bit off....
Although I did she the contention between my supervisor and the lady who used to do what I do now.
I felt myself and fellow employee will be welcomed with open arms.
Our supervisor not so much!
Thank goodness she will have her own office far away from us.....

Now for Friday in's

And...here we go!

1. I am so looking forward to __seeing the new grandson that is hopefully going to be born today as my step daughter is being induced this morning at 9am__?

2. _I have to put a turkey in the oven_ later.

3. When you get _out of work today I have a three day weekend! Got Monday off! ___.

4. _My family_ is a big part of my life.

5. If you need anything _please don't call on me right now too much going on__.

6. Life is_ a trip.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to___ going to the hospital and seeing new baby boy_____, tomorrow my plans include _working at the church getting ready for the dinner, craving turkeys____ and Sunday, I want to _start prepping the walls in the hall to paint on Monday____!

I miss being out here.
Hope you are all doing well.
Have a great weekend.

Friday fill in #166

Wow! I have not been out here much have I?
And...here we go!

1. Why are you making _so stressed out___?

2. I want you to take __break ___.

3. _Once we get moved into our new office_ then it will be on my terms.

4. _I will get settled mind my own business__ and see what happens.

5. I could use a __I Valium!!! ____.

6. __We move on the 19th into the new office/building___ and then _hopefully all this stress will go away__.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _ just getting home and relaxing with a glass of wine____, tomorrow my plans include Elvis is BACK working out at 9am again! Then getting my nails done, I think I will have Kenny paint a cute spring flower on the ring finger nails__ and Sunday, I want to _take hubs to a dinner just up the road for a yummy breakfast____!

Let me explain a bit about the move and my stress. I love change I can handle change just fine usually.
But I out of the three of us I am the only one who has to push someone out of their space that has been there space for YEARS. Even before I came to work here.
Plus the job I'm doing now is a job they took from this same individual 6 years ago.
So I have her job and now I'm taking her space....
This can't be good?!?!?

Friday fills

And...here we go!

1. A cup of tea _or coffee for me, a good book and alone time_.

2. _Warm memories & family__ makes a place feel like home.

3. Everything has its beauty _ if you take time to look for it_____.

4. __Is there a KY out there with__ the taste of strawberries?

5. Art makes me _think of An Artist exposed. What a sweet loving man__.

6. LOL I just noticed I forgot _to put on my panties_______.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _going home and snuggling under a blanket and reading_, tomorrow my plans include _vacuuming, laundry, dusting, touch paint up in the new bathroom. Hopefully have that DONE!__ and Sunday, I want to _Have some ME TIME-read more, relax, maybe watch a movie, take a nap__!

Started vac with a bang!

Oh yes!
I had a wonderful very new to me hook up. I met with him about 3 months ago. He was the perfect gentleman. Although he doesn't want to be seen as that. (-;
Well anyway last time his beautiful wife wasn't able to join us. She did yesterday.
I was so nervous-being my first time with a woman.
Wow! She is amazing. The two of them together even more so.
I was so glad to experience this with the two of them. Just watching them play, the three of us.
They are a great couple and she was a wonderful teacher.
Thank you both for helping me learn that yes I am bi.

This is my last chance to blog until the 22nd when I go back to work.
Then in the 15th of March our big office move starts.
My blogging will become even less.
Have a great week all.

I'm tired...

I'm tried of the people in my office. Crying and whining!
I'm tired of listening to my boss sigh every time she walks out of her office.
I'm tired of the emails "Did you hear?"

I'm tired of men who come into my life and say oh oh I want you.
Then just stop talking to me. Did I say something wrong?
I'm tired of the games.
I'm tired of the emails "how's your puppies today?" Just fucking fine! Thanks for asking and too bad you got layoff and won't see them any more!

I'm tired of trying to please everyone else and not thinking about me.

I'm tired of feeling guilty when I do think about me!
That is when I have the rare moments-Such as the one I will have tomorrow!
I hope it lets all my cares drain away even if just for a few hours.

Thank you to both of you for taking the time to allow me to experience something very new and exciting to me. I hope I please you both. I'm looking forward to it.

I will be on vacation starting tomorrow. Going to start it off right!
Can't wait to be away from all this for the week.

Not much going on.....

No one is chat too much today, work is actually at a nice pace.
I have been under the weather since Saturday night.
Today is the first day I feel almost normal again. Thank goodness.
Missed both Monday and Tuesday workout.
On the bikes in the corner today with my favorite w/o partner. (nothing more honest)
I KNOW hard to believe!
Well any way one of the girls walked by and said you two are the talk!
Neither of you were here yesterday-having an affair???
As he said it's this place we work. Always gotta have something to talk about.
May as well be me they are leaving someone else alone...